'Disparage'

I know what they want me to say

I’m a big girl nothing stands in my way

But they don’t understand my feelings’ array

Told everybody I’m okay but I lied

Deep inside I am losing my pride 

I can’t continue to hide

But this is not a story ‘bout what I am not

Lord knows that I’m thankful for all that I’ve got

I’m on the road with a mission 

You see my ambition

Changing the world by being the me I envision

I keep it real, you know the deal

Takin’ it day by day, I’m gon’ heal

I’m just picking myself up by my boot straps

‘Cause I can’t be depressed if I wanna make racks

Nah, I’ma cowgirl up just like Daddy taught me

When you fall off the horse, make em run at top speed

Light on fire like I’m struck by lightning

And this is the mantra that I’m reciting

In loving memory of my horse, Chance.

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